Sometimes things happen in life that you can't understand and they hurt but if you have a strong faith in god then you understand there is a path and reason for it all. My grandmother who gave me some of the best wisdom and advice and cared for everyone she met more then herself passed away Sunday evening. She was a beyond amazing person and completely selfless! At my grandpas funeral she sat there with a smile on her face so strong and happy. I asked her how she could be ok. She looked at me and said "Even though I loved him dearly and would love for him to be with me I know that he is in heaven now and in the best place ever. I could be sad for not having him here but instead I'm going to be happy that he is with the lord now and where he was meant to be." at that
moment my respect for her and god grew so much and that's the reason I started going to church. She was an amazing person paid for all my youth trips and helped pay for my first car cause I couldn't afford it and she also helped me get so much closer to god. I have no idea where I would be without her! I am going to miss her but I am trying not to be sad cause she told me when she first ended up in the hospital and we drove home right away "I met little Josiah and he is a blessing thank you for bringing him back to meet me that's all I wanted. It's like I'm holding a little piece of Richard" (my grandpa and Josiah got his name for his middle name) we had a great conversation and it was a blessing to have gotten to see her and spend time with her and I'm glad she got to meet him but I know now she's in heaven with the lord and back together with my grandpa who I know she missed dearly! I am thankful that we got to see her before she passed for one last time. We will miss you and your advice wisdom and love so much but we are going to try to be strong give grandpa a kiss for me!
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